Honestly, though, let’s get a show of hands to see how many people can relate to this right here…

Honestly, though, let’s get a show of hands to see how many people can relate to this right here. I feel like as someone who struggled, and sometimes still struggles, with depression the ONLY two feelings you actually have that break up the numbness are the overwhelming desire to kill yourself and the fits of incredible urges to kill everyone that’s being rude/hateful/hurtful around you and to you. This kind of made me flashback to the reality of what deep, dark, hanging-by-your-pinky-finger-off-a-cliff depression was really like. I forgot how engulfed you become in numbness and how all you can think about is killing yourself or killing the people around you because, truthfully, when you’re in that pit, “those seem to be the two choices, everything else is just killing time…” So props to everyone out there who is in the thick of the valley of the shadow of death and is still alive and fighting. You can win. I won. And I get messages all the time from others who won, too. It just takes time and baby steps. You can do it…I’m so proud of you already. 💜
Love,

Kenzy

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