In my opinion, I’d rather be drowning in the waves, being tossed by the tide; because at least then, I know I’m moving. Some days I walk around like a zombie. My sister will ask me what is on my mind and when I say nothing, I literally mean nothing. I have no thoughts about anything. Then other days, I can’t seem to get the noise in my head to quiet down. It almost drives me insane! But the feelings that overwhelm me help me realize I’m alive. I’m not the walking dead even when I feel like nothing more. I will say that it isn’t easy dealing with all my feelings crashing on me at once. Sometimes it’s too much and I feel like I can’t go on. Yet I do. And you can too.
We sort through the noise and find the positive vibe or good feeling and latch on to it. It’s our lifeboat in the crazy sea of life. Focus on the little things that make you happy and cling to them. They will be the things that save you. 💜