This is the part of recovery that’s a constant struggle. “Staying above” is only two small words, but it’s a lifetime of work. Letting your guard down even for a day can cause you to sink… and if you don’t get back on top of your mindset then you could drown. Lately, I’ve felt like I’m drowning in my demons… and the saddest thing is that I’m okay with it; It’s like I’ve stopped trying. I feel like I’m empty and have nothing left. I’m so tired, guys…. so tired 💜

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