This was the biggest realization of my entire life. When I fell off the deep end and lived in the pit of cutting and suicide and giving myself away, I was really just running. And I have a feeling a lot of you are doing the same thing right now. I was running from everything… and nothing at all. It was everything because what happened to me was literally killing me. It was nothing because I literally couldn’t remember what happened to me, so I thought I was just crazy. Then the nightmares came, but they weren’t nightmares. I had to confront the fact that they were real… and oh my god, it was so painful. It was SO painful. But you know what? I made it. I cried a lot of tears and sometimes I wondered if I was going to make it to the next day. But I did. Please take this to heart: you CANNOT change what you refuse to confront. Confront it my loves. If you can confront it and survive, YOU WILL CHANGE YOUR OWN LIFE. No one can do it for you. The struggle and the victory is all yours. I’m here to support you and encourage you, but the credit will always be yours. It’s time to stop hiding from your nightmares like I did. It’s time to confront it. It’s time to win. And it’s time for change. 💜

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